How many times can I envision you when I'm alone? Every time I close my eyes Every time I dream I wish you were with me. I've accepted my fate I'll never love once more You're now my mental hologram I imagine you loved me again. It's unhealthy I'm slowly dying I don't care. I'm happy with your afterimage I hope you're happy with someone else. I hope you forgot about me I wished you never knew me That way, i would've loved again.