The vienna shows are canceled and I am heartbroken. I can't even put my feelings into words. I still haven't fully processed it. I want to scream and cry. I've been looking forward to this for so long. This concert was my reason for staying alive. I love Taylor so much and was so excited to hear her songs live. And now I've lost everything. I'm so jealous of everyone who has been to the eras tour. I can't see pics or videos without crying. I don't care if you're sorry it doesn't help.