I’ve never hated myself and felt more insecure than I have these past 9 months. 🥹 I will never become pregnant again. I felt small It’s physically and emotionally draining. It was hard going a single day without talking down on myself. I don’t feel bad about it. I hate it.. 🫠 a few more days and this adventure will be ovaaaa. Praying postpartum don’t take me under to bad.