I’m more agnostic. It’s hard for me to believe that some higher entity would allow all this suffering and hypocrisy and at the same time I wouldn’t be surprised if there was a GOD. I would be more turned off by him/her if it was all real. There’s an atheist woman I follow on TikTok who really explains this well. https://www.tiktok.com/@iblamebill?_t=8oqdMI9DLvK&_r=1