For instance, I hurt my foot. It has been painful to walk on but I kept doing what I had to do. I don’t have a car. And the gym is my only outlet. So I walk there, then work out. I rarely ask for help. This is my life my body my pain and my problem. I recently got crutches, which help for walking to the bus just to not put extra pressure on it. It will heal faster now. My tendacies can be both bad and good. But I can’t separate them as well as others from these two forms of experience.