Crippling anxiety Feel it crawl up your throat to engulf you You can't breathe You can't sleep You're restless Trying to search ways to overcome it But your finger trembles in defeat What's that flutter? You used to feel it in your stomach but now it's in your chest Your heart is racing Your heart is racing against what - your mind? My mind is flipping a book I can not read or understand Each word blurs into the other like every memory