I EMBRACE the pain. I face the storm. I go through it. This is the way. No longer do I carry this unnecessary weight of anger, sadness, grief, and past hurts. I face my life head on and experience the full range of emotions.. For in order to experience the depths of love and joy means I go through the depths of my grief, rage, and despair. For however long it takes. I no longer apologize for FEELING. The way I FEEL my feelings is how I transmute and bring my MAGIC into the world.