I used to think I was toxic, And I was. But I was only toxic because I needed a defense mechanism. I'm not toxic to those that are kind to me. Im not toxic to those that are good to me. I'm not toxic to those that don't belittle me. I'm not toxic to those that make me feel loved. I'm nice. I'm kind. I'm loving. I'm all of those things until I'm given a reason not to be.