Idk if I'm just in my head or not but when I keep making mistakes big or small it makes me think I'm not good enough in this world. I know I have issues but all I do is try and I feel like it is never good enough. I hate a lot about me and I have really never gotten the ability to love myself. I'm used to being treated like garbage so my mind does it automatically. Sometimes I just want all of it to just end. I want my head on my side more then it is nowadays. I hate it 🥹