I moved back to my home state of Texas end of January, moved into my new apartment on Feb 2nd. Today, two months later I got an invite to interview for a job at the casino just over the state line (OK). It's full time. I also start back to college in Aug. I'm spending time with my best friend weekly whom I hadn't seen in a decade. And being 45 minutes from my late husband's resting place is good for my soul. Yes, even a 40 year old widow can start over again and I'm damn proud of myself.