Oh boy this is getting real. I have hospice now. No more transfusions. No more Dr. visits. But I do have morphine. And lorazapan . I am anxious and fidgety. I have good drugs at last to take away the pain. I have some really good pain. Once I am comfortable I can’t move. I have a 24 hour call nurse and Dr. I have someone to get me bathed and changed and fresh sheets.