First post ever on Threads 🥹 Today could have been a milestone in my life (from both positive and negative perspectives) but I ruined it by my overwhelming anxiety. I have never experienced “being a dancing monkey in the cage” until I realized where I am at and how far it is to the so-called-my-future-career. I never thought I’m especially intellectual or intelligent, but I also haven’t thought that I could ever be that bewildered and clueless 🥲 like today. Start agonizing from now on 😭