“The scary news is, you are on your own now. The cool news is, hey, you are on your own now.“ Observing passengers waiting for boarding, I think of my friend’s complicated face when she waved goodbye before I walked into the departure zone. After hanging up the phone call with mom, I suddenly realized my greatest courage is to leave behind all the ppl and things I love, step into the unknown and embrace the world again. I can see another soul inside my body, smiling, feeling satisfied.