I feel like being a guy who has been through enough in life talking to other blue collar workers about the stuff I went through and why I struggle to make it was a bad idea. Though my mind doesn't think that cause anytime I talk about personal stuff IT IS A CRY FOR HELP, it is a cry to ask what the fuck should I do. I don't care about previous people in life that had it hard. I don't care about the hardships that old and or dead people faced. I am not them, I am me and I AM TRYING TO PUSH ON 🥹