Welcome to my world. We’ve been to Hell and back. At least some of us. We paste smiles on our faces, maybe even genuine smiles. Because the pain isn’t constant. It comes and goes. We still move forward. Slow maybe, but certain. For a while, everything seems fine. We seem like normal, healthy people. Fun. Caring. Interesting.. to some, captivating. We are the survivor. Warrior King/Queen of our own destiny.