I apologize to anyone who saw me crying in the lobby of Memorial Sloan Kettering. I had fasted the night before for labs, and then after the bloodwork I had a break before my next appointment, and was planning to get lunch and a cookie from the lobby cafe. But it was closed when I came out of labs. I tried to keep it together but I wept honest-to-god tears. So I apologize to anyone who felt sorry for me under false pretenses. But in my defense, those cookies are so good and I was so hungry.