My depression goes worst, because I hurt myself just to feel the pain so much, para mawala manlang yung nararamdaman ko inside myself na hindi nakikita at hindi nararamdaman ng ex ko. It was stressful relationship because when we got a lot of arguements, there’s another new one para pag awayan ulit. Never natapos yung ganun and then never inayos ng ex ko yung mga arguements namen kasi tinutulugan niya nalang ako while me gustong gusto ayusin, my thoughts is working so hard bakit ko nararanasan —

ang makipag balikan sa taong dumurog ng puso ko...pero iniwan nya ako ulit..😅😅😅 natatawa na lang talaga ako sa experience na yun..( hingang malalim) i love my life 😅

start a diary about the life of being a bottom

Hanap ng next na babae.

When I open up to him about sa nararamdaman ko to him, well at first I just want him to know kung ano nararamdaman ko na hindi naman ako umasa, kasi what is important to me was ung friendship na build namin. But he was giving me a mix signals eh ako naman marupok, akala ko may nagbago at may chance na. Hanggang sa may ngyari, na may ngyari na may ngyari ulit. I can’t Even remember kung ilang beses may ngyari. Hanggang dumating yung time na tinanong ko na siya. But FUN lang pala ang gusto niya.