I once had a realization. That what I referred to as Me, where a group of thoughts. Thoughts that had been neat picked out of preference and habit and they existed alongside other thoughts that I considered as not myself. Even though both group of thought’s occupied the same place, My head. This bothered me a lot, so I went into meditation in attempt to find myself. All I could find where thoughts and feelings and when I said “I am”, it evoked a crude feeling of heat somewhere deep inmy heart