I’m really upset because I don’t know if I’m going to be able to continue my current volunteering because whatever tf is wrong with my body made me have to cancel this week and I don’t know if I’ll be well enough to do 3 hours of lifting heavy boxes and bending up & down to stack shelves every week without feeling like my body is trying to kill me. It feels like another thing I’m failing at and makes me hate myself even more. Chronic Illness Threads