On days like this, when his disregulation is minimal and we do “normal” things like share a meal while watching a new movie…I can’t explain the feeling. As if a storm that is constantly raging simply just stops. No warning. No explanation. I made homemade pizza. Then some banana bread muffins. It was one of the calmest days we’ve had all year. Im grateful. I’m also sad. Sad for all the days that didn’t go this way. It’s hard to explain. autismthreads