Always the blessing knowing you. Though there are thousands of things I could not just tell you. No excuses would be quite relevant for what I had done, I am even afraid to ask for the forgiveness from you. I also know you might not even want to hear any words from me anymore. I just dearly hope, one day you would know that I always appreciate how I was destined to get to know you - a much bigger person compared with me, such a kiddo. I owe you an apology, from the bottom of my heart..