Dear Void, Difficult thing about CPTSD recovery is how, though I want to leave it all behind, and would love to never mention some things again, I cannot help that most of my memories are related to my nightmare childhood. But then, you know that, Void. You were there. So I've stopped sharing memories. And I don't talk about matters of consequence very often, anymore. Am far lonelier than when I was in the depths of CPTSD survival mode... I was far more interesting then, too. Goodnight, Void.