The pain i have been facing lately is the pain that will be forever part of my life and never be forgoten and will never be healed and it will always there that i will always feel the pain now and then. A pain that always be remembered for the whole life of mine. But this pain i have is a pain that make me open my eyes and realized a lots of things and teaching a lots of lesson in me. And this is my first experience the worst anxiety pospartum depression ive ever had now. We will be ok self.