I've taken a step back to reevaluate the situation with my friends kids. I really want them out of the system asap. I have found myself struggling with preparations and getting everything fixed. As well as cash or resources to get them the things they need. Instead of rushing and self-sabotaging, I feel I need to do more reading on children and children with trauma and customize a space where they can grow and heal with features that will make my their space feel special with sensory features.