As I Wonder Why I’m here And see the writing On the wall My journey Has taken a wrong turn The direction has changed My heaven is now Hell Hell is here and here is nowhere Burning in the pit Of my own mind I can’t stop thinking I can’t stop talking I can’t stop laughing I can’t stop crying None of these are real All in pit of my mind The way is constantly changing The feeling always Paranoia Sadness Anger Rage Never Peaceful Content Happy