I sit looking over My life All the way back Thinking what did I do To be in the place I am now I know that I wasn’t always Good But I wasn’t always bad I had my ups and downs I have regrets That is what I’m thinking Why then do I feel Like I’m paying for more More than my actions I don’t have a choice I just keep going I don’t know if I ever will Leave this valley of darkness I need the light But it becomes Harder and harder to find Being me Seems to be dangerous