At that time, I have come across hellebore in English before in witchy/occult literature, but hadn't made a connection (or looked up the plant to know what it was or what it looked like), nor had I previously experienced this pull. Perhaps it wasn't time. Later, months after finishing the game, I looked it up, because I remembered that strange pulling feeling - and everything clicked. My mom's favorite "winter rose", hellebore, čemeřice. I had know her all along under so many names.