I’m struggling to share my own light, pleasure and joy with the world. And yet I’m burning to do that. I feel that humans have been very dark and God (universe, ancestors, the heavens, guides, guardians, spirit, energy) has been very good to me. Everytime I have experienced the coldness of people’s hearts I find that the polar opposite extreme is also possible so I am overjoyed with the phenomenon and wish I could share the joy of understanding just how things are and work. But I’m struggling