Dear Journal, I wish all decisions were easy to make and didn't require so much thought and contemplation. I understand the paths we travel in life often lead to growth and understanding of self. I just wish growth & inner introspection could be stumbled upon in different wayz...... Trying to evolve and ascend higher than ur old self suckz while you're in it. I can see why it's so easy to opt to stay exactly the same. selfgrowth