And I realised even tho I still kinda relate with them. Now the negative parts doesn't just fit right with me. I see that as a win, a small one but a win is a win right? And that's why I'm gonna try harder. I've had these "new beginnings" over and over for God knows how many times. But this is my life and I start afresh as many times as I want. This is a resolve to myself - I'll settle for nothing less and no one can tell me what I can have and what I can't 🦋 I'm done being selfless.