You're going to make it. I know it's looks bad but it will out for you and you're not alone many people are in the same situation.

It’s not offensive, thank you for being transparent. I too was in that same space a few years ago. Know there are brighter days ahead. It is a journey to get there and it can be done. I’d love to chat if you would like to

Remember that most of the time even when it seems the darkest that the way we perceive it could be the difference; although the light may be small in the darkness if we focus on it the darkness seems to fade and the light will brighten our whole surrounding. Our biggest challenger and enemy is our own mind, no one can affect us more than ourselves, you are strong, courageous, and intelligent, don’t let this moment/time which we all face at some point keep you down! The sun always comes out again

Think on the positives in life... Looking back on the past will only bring you down. Every day is a new opportunity to seek new opportunities, make new memories, and be the person you were meant to be! Write out new goals and take a step at a time towards them.... Always remember that you are important and have a purpose in life..... Last, smile because you are in control..... ☺️💯

Keep your mind busy, dont give it the time to dwell. Call/visit someone you love, action helps move us. Volunteer if you have time w a worthy cause. Hard to be down when you are literally lifting someone else up. Write it down, its cathartic as hell and helps you examine what might be driving it. Sometimes we just need someones lap to dump all our useless shit in so even if its an AA meeting even, thosw folks love to help others or call the national hotline. I hope you find what you need!!

I really hope you are feeling better, honestly

We all go through things or been through that dark place in life, but don't give up. Change will come when you desire it the most. It's around the corner. It's near but yet feel far when it's not. Praying you come out from this.

Flowers for U