the ages 18, 19, and 20 ain't easy. you lose friends, you make mistakes, you fall, you fail, you realize things, you hit reality, you lose yourself, you go through different phases of insecurity, loneliness and frustration, you go through a heart break, you lose trust to most of the people you know, you cry now and then, you do things you never thought you do but in the end you find yourself and you become stronger and those are still some of the best years of your life too .