Lillie has a four day chemo this week. Lots of anxiety over the new port placement. Please pray for a nausea free week with energy. Single parenting it so I could use the energy too. Must take care of myself this week. Lifestyle change starts right now. I’m giving myself 1 year to lose 100 lbs. Took a trip to the mountains today and prayed it into existence. I want to begin living life again. I’ve let food control me for too long.