Embarrassing for ME to admit but I just scheduled my first therapy appointment. Not just for me but for the ones I love. I do not want my trauma and bullshit to affect my loved ones or the person I want to spend my life with. Whether it’s this lifetime or the next. I will be prepared to be with or without that person, and I’ll also be prepared to walk through heaven or hell with him. And fuck everyone for telling me how to feel, or deal. It’s healing time.❤️