Dreamt that I was in Philly with Esa, My mom, Nana and my sons friend, Dami. Random.🤷🏾‍♀️ I was about to miss my flight home. No matter what I did I couldn’t get in touch with the airline to change the flight. I’m in the parking lot hugging and kissing my mom and I am balling. Apologizing for who I was- she held me and said ‘it’s not your fault. I made you that way’. I woke up feeling-lighter. It was her acknowledging some things. I think this was a visit.😭🙏🏾❤️💔 I hope she comes again. Grief