Sometimes I wake up with this - how to describe it - like the world is a little more blue. I’m more blue. An emotionally defined person wakes up in some sort of mood - it’s their biochemistry. I have an undefined Solar plexus however I have individual gates and channels and these carry melancholy. It is this on/off pulse. This emptiness and then movement, this creative process. It is such a process of surrender though knowing about it does help.