I did it. But my new reality is so uncomfortable at times. I don’t dream the same. It’s more like thinking. Which scares me because it seems too real and not like a dream. I wake up with full of anxiety about the world and life due to my dreams. It’s all a manifestation of my fears, but it’s so hard to convince myself fully that they’re fears and not things that won’t happen. Your fractured self. My fractured reality.