Suicidal Awareness Month 🤍 I never been afraid to die bc I grew up around murders and death. I could’ve died multiple times from situations I was in, had a gun held straight to my face. When I was older and went through an abusive relationship, that was my breaking point. I was OVER IT. I used to drive in my car and zone out. For months. Just wishing a car would hit me. There were times cars would miss me by a split second. BUT GOD. He saved me & now I serve Him. 🙏 TY GOD FOR LETTING ME LIVE!