Life has grown mundane… I woke up early to let the dog out In the drizz’ling rain. My body aches for sleep. I used to say “wait for me” but now I say “please go… do all the things without me; the laundry, the dishes, the clogged toilets, the shopping, the pop up doctor’s appointments, the school stuff, the IEP meetings, This would take ages to complete, and I don’t want to add another thing to my to do list.”