Being a Christian without reading the Bible is like being a Chef without ingredients or cooking tools. Just in the kitchen calling yourself a name you’re not prepared to live up to. 😫 If you are having trouble pray about it. Ask God to make you uncomfortable outside of His Word! Ask Him to reveal it to you as you read. Ask Him to help you love it. It’s critical. I surely had never even tried to read it honestly. No wonder I was getting beat up in the spirit🤕