you've always known what your heart desires but your programmed mind often says things like "oh thats not practical. one can only dream. how am i supposed to survive this economy following my passion..." the thing is - this nudge, this calling - its gonna keep coming back and bug you for eternity until you finally acknowledge it. when you finally surrender to the truth is when fear kicks in because this is when everything you know of life crumbles. and this is when faith is needed. trust.