Damn I ain’t gonna act like I never cried over her before but this time I didn’t shed a tear for her. I shed tears for the relationship I build with her boyz. I feel like I lost 3 more sons. That pain hit different. Now my bird just won’t leave me be. If I get up he flies straight to me. I lay down he lays on me. Guess I don’t need to be alone to gather my thoughts. Idfk gn yall. 🥲