Sitting in my office / checks calendar / no therapy clients today / takes a bite of yogurt / creamy, cool, vanilla / sighs / “I will write today!” / little voices from the neighbor’s yard / husband on a work call / pressure in my head / physical subtle pounding / sips water / opens new tab / “no! we’re writing, remember?” / closes tab / turns to blank document / opens new tab in act of self rebellion / more noise from the neighbor children / or is it a bird / (1/2)