saw a theatre performance yesterday. started to (as i do after every show i see) question why i’m still not pursuing theatre. and this time really asking myself what steps i could start to take to pursuing this dream. any step is far closer than where i am and have been for the past few years… and even if i don’t book anything, at least i tried and gave it my best. and i can look back and not wonder about any what-ifs… tbh, i have no interest in “making it”, i just miss doing it.