I made a decision here. It's not making me feel lucky to get some responses from people who obviously has not been through a lot in life. I will share my happenings here and request people below the age of 55 not to react in any way. We have not the same experiences, we have nothing in common, we don't share memories, you can't advise me wisely. Also I get tired of the trolls hoovering here. It upsets me and I block them. In other words, I don't want a connection. My thread is my thread. Ciao