I just feel I have no one my moms an addiction too my dad is in Texas dealing with his own shit my older and extended family are all ingesting the red pill and that is most of my personality right now to point out to not drink the red kook aid but to no avail I just feel I don’t fit in anywhere I need to quit isolating but I feel physically sick when I’m out in public with too many people bipolar maybe and agoraphobic sometimes a lot