What really opened my eyes to the kingdom of God as a lukewarm Christian was realizing I needed to free from anger & no matter how much I prayed & tried & I was still so angry. So much justifying, criticism, complaining, gas lighting, mean, & feeling empty. My life was for myself. When someone suggested I had a demon of anger, I was fearful, proud, and not willing to recognize my problem. But when I finally did recognize it, & go through a process to get rid of it, I saw 2 kingdoms clearly.