Many men not even mature enough to acknowledge far more to admit what you said in this post. This is part of being a genuine and good man. Also women are familiar with men who travel having a woman everywhere they go. So don’t feel bad. Be loyal and wait patiently, the right person will come and be the best thing in your life. She’ll see your worth and not hesitate to support your hard efforts. Good job with your kids and I wish you all your happiness