Mini heartbreak rant- How could you as a mother, say to the judge INFRONT of your 16yr old kid… “No,not necessarily I don’t want to” when the judge ask if u would like visitations with your son.. Why say that… why say that & still fight me in court… How can you fight for your kid when you deny the chance to see him,especially since you haven’t said ONE word to him for over a month.. my fucking heart hurts