I'm a social person and making her happy was and still is the only thing thing rings purpose to my life . I just want her to know I love her very much, and with all do respect I'm never letting go no matter what pain it brings me and I don't care if I seem desperate. Because truth be told I am and I'm sorry if I'm hurting anyone. I've never talked bad behind anyone's back, and I'm especially sorry to one person most of all .